I am one of those emotionally over charged females that suffers from incredible highs and gut wrenching lows. I have always been one that cries easily, infuriates often, and loves madly. My emotions on speed have always been my handicap.
It's taken a long time and a lot of work to keep my tears in check and my anger under wraps and there's still so far to go. Today I have come to the conclusion that I need to will myself to be more stoic in order to save myself from total combustion. I am just so tired of living on this roller coaster and I need to get off. Now.
No brain no headache, no heart, no heart ache. And so I begin the process of checking out. Of not giving a damn, of turning the other cheek, of giving in to blah.
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